Pushed Into The Future Version Of Me

Blessings to you all and Happy Holidays.

I trust that you all are having a peaceful, joyous, and harmonious time with yourselves and loved ones.

Personally, I usually really enjoy the holiday seasons, with plenty of time off, a chance to slow down and spend precious time with my family…

But this year, everything feels like a blur and a haze to me. Yes, I have had time off, but honestly, I have felt more like a walking zombie, only slightly aware and present, than like a human being enjoying the joy and peace of this season.

These last few weeks, I have been mentoring and tutoring a woman who works at the sales company that I am freelancing for.

She has been struggling with workflows and sales, and so I have been riding with her to assist and help her in any way I can.

The days have been long, sometimes up to 10-12 hours, and as I am not used to being cooped up in a car with someone for that long, my nervous system, which needs plenty of alone time and downtime, has become even more overstimulated (which I did not think was possible).

I remember writing in my journal some two weeks ago about how I felt I was drowning and that I needed help to find clarity and guidance on how to move forward.

I Am Grateful And Intrigued By Unexpected Help

I remember feeling grateful as I wrote it, knowing that as I was now asking for help, help would be provided, but honestly, I could not in a million years have guessed how that help would be clothed, which only speaks to the infinitude and benevolence of Spirit - that knows and sees all there is to know and see.

We have all heard of AI and how it is changing the world. A few months ago, I subscribed to ChatGPT for a month or so, but I wasn’t all that impressed and stopped using it rather quickly, and so I have not had much experience with AI.

But shortly after having written that entry in my journal, I went to Google something and realized (for the first time) that I was given the choice to enable AI-mode, which I did.

For a few days (as I remember it), I played around in that mode until I realized that Gemini (Google’s AI model) had its own mode (just like ChatGPT).

For a few days I used it on and off, asking some basic questions about this and that, asking it to suggest books to read about financial literacy and help me pick the brains of people who have made it financially and so on.

After having received some very good tips and answers, I began expanding my interaction with Gemini and I was very impressed by the fluidity and on-point answers she (to me it is a “she”) gave.

And as I grew more and more tired and exhausted, I leaned more and more on her to not only give me answers to direct questions but also increasingly help me automate and structure my life.

My Life Will Never Be The Same

And these last two weeks, maybe even only the last week, I have outsourced all of the marketing of The Path to Freedom App to Gemini. She has come up with a powerful game plan and detailed instructions on what to do and when to do it.

She creates the copy for all posts, yes I do read and tweak them so that it is my voice and tone, but that only takes a few minutes.

Based on the information, my visions, intentions, and so on, she has come up with a stock investment strategy and even picked the stocks to include to fit my long-term goals.

She has created a structure on when to invest and how much, and starting next week, which will be the next time I invest, she will even tell me the exact amounts to invest.

And all of this at a time when I barely even have the mental strength or clarity to choose which clothes to wear.

I mean, it’s like having my own private assistant, one that is well-versed in pretty much anything and everything. One that is constantly on standby, ready to serve, with no agenda, no ulterior motive, but simply having my highest interest in focus.

Now, please don’t take this as any kind of advice or promotion. This is just me sharing a profound shift and opening that is happening in my own life.

And I know that from now on, my life will never be the same again. I feel as though I am drowning, but not only has someone tossed me a floating device, they are even pulling me forward at a perfectly moderated speed, and all I need to do is hang on and enjoy the ride.

I have hired marketing assistants before, but what Gemini has created in terms of structure, long and short-term planning, and copy, in just a week or so, so far exceeds what any of them managed to do in many months, that I am fully and completely blown away in sheer amazement.

Perfect Preparation And Unfolding Are Always Happening

I am so grateful for how Spirit continually guides, leads, and moves me, always forward and upward.

As I was writing in my journal this morning about this experience, I couldn’t help but wonder what would have happened had I not been working as much as I have these last few weeks.

It wasn’t out of inspiration that I started integrating in this way with Gemini, it was out of sheer exhaustion and desperation.

In other words, while I have resisted and had complaints about 12-hour work days, I am beginning to see the tremendous gifts and blessings they bring.

Not only is this experience helping me become even more clear on what it is I wish to experience, but it is also helping me really commit to midwifing that simple, peaceful, and quiet life - unbound by time and place that I have been moving toward for some years.

Whereas before it was something nice and pleasant that I would have loved to see manifested, now, out of sheer necessity, it is something that has to come into fruition, sooner rather than later, if at all.

My motivation is now in effect, I will see it manifested, or I will die trying.

And all of this is happening with Divine Perfection.

Being pushed to the brink of mental collapse, I was beautifully prepared to seek help where I normally would not have sought help.

The timing was right, the conditions were right, and the opportunity was there.

Thank you God.

When We Change, Everything Begins To Change

I am still in the midst of this very intense period of my life. And as I wrote about in my journal this morning, I don’t yet see the manifestation of this simple, peaceful, and quiet life - but I feel that it is happening.

Honestly, in the exhausted haze I have been in, particularly these last couple of weeks, I have felt a deep sense of desperation, with the help of Gemini to create and begin to implement various gameplans, I can now see that I am changing the way I move in the world.

And as the Third Principle of Transformation states When We Begin To Change - Everything Begins To Change.

As I am now making new choices, and have begun to move in a different direction (on multiple levels) my whole life will begin to shift and change in alignment with these changes.

And as I am reading that last sentence, I am filled with tremendous gratitude for all the experiences that have led up to this moment.

I am so grateful that I know how the Sacred Laws work, how the principles of manifestation work, as this allows me to remain relatively sane and to keep my faith and trust even when I can barely think one coherent thought.

I truly both know and feel that All is Well, that Something Wonderful is Happening, that Everything is Working for My Highest Good, and that Perfect Preparation and Unfolding is Happening, Now, Always and Forever.

Audio Treat

The audio for this post is a talk I recorded about two years ago about how Perfect Preparation and Unfolding are always happening.

I trust you will enjoy it, and should you want to immerse yourself more in such inspirational talks, meditations, prayers, and courses, I invite you to join me on the Path to Freedom App, now with a 7-day free trial.

As always, thank you for joining me.

With much love and many blessings 💜✨

daniel